Ramos Ramblings
throughout the day i think of things i ought to write but when the proper time comes to sit and write, i totally forget what was previously “on the list”.
the week had its fun moments… and, sadly, some dull moments. dull because i have been feeling so, what i call, stressed out. how to know if it’s actually stress? you tell me. but that’s what i call it, and i’d really appreciate your prayers. i’ve not been faithful to my God and it’s miserable and i feel so incapable of changing that. so drained. so out of this world. i hate that. really and totally.
for example. the house needs attention. I should be cleaning or something right now. vanessa has been doing all the cleaning and stuff and i feel guilty for not helping out in the afternoon but i lack the energy. the courtyard, the porch, the lawn (i’m the only one who thinks it needs to be cut so maybe it’s not that big a deal)…
so yeah. I feel down spiritually and… physically.
and this was exactly how I felt last year during the school year. why can’t I just enjoy school and not let it bog me down so??
ok ttyl folks, I’ll not ruin your day further! 
thanx for your prayers ahead of time…
